Bounce

You're sunshine won't come through my curtains
At least not today
I was hoping we would have a chance with this romance deal
Start a brand new page

It's not your fault
I'm not blaming you
No longer do I have someone
That I can actually talk to

Broken water
High tides
Would someone
Please just tell me why?

I get this close
To someone and they get blown away
I feel like the sunshine I once had
Has been cast away

No more sweet talk
No more looking through the mirror to check out the reflection in your brown eyes
No more hubby-dubby
No more lies to die for, especially not tonight

Little boy
Sitting sad with his head on his palm
Thinking how will he get through this?
Will he ever get it right instead of wrong?

Stupid questions to be asking yourself
Stupid way to victimize yourself in such a dreadful manner
One week gone, you're all alone
And your brain starts to bounce its electrical waves

Life is ahead
Death is so
Which one will I gain first?
I never will know