When you go to sleep
When you dream through the night
When you try to comprehend
The feelings you hold inside
When you wake up
When you open your eyes
When you turn your head
When you blink in surprise
I will always watch over you
I will always love you
I will always care for you
I will always guard you against the terror of the night
When you walk the road
When you're driving your car
When walking through
The blinking lamplight in the dark
When you breathe in
When your hearts beats again and again
When you try to inhale
Will it be me you breathe in?
I am only the air that surrounds you
I am only the night that protects you
I am only the sunlight that feeds into you
I am only the love that is looking for you
I love you
August 24, 2004
What's Meant To Be Will Be
What thoughts in my head linger
About future or past
What things about the present
That I don't understand
It's just a matter of where and how
The power will ever be
The time it chooses
And the place, at it's please
The whimper of a child
The smile of a lady
The moaning of a man
In his sixties, 'why me?'
The simple pleasures that we take for granted
The circumstances in which they take us
We would love control
But we don't
The life we live
Is not ours – that's what we forgot
What's meant to be will be
For time and day
What's meant to be will be
This feeling I try to understand – everyday
About future or past
What things about the present
That I don't understand
It's just a matter of where and how
The power will ever be
The time it chooses
And the place, at it's please
The whimper of a child
The smile of a lady
The moaning of a man
In his sixties, 'why me?'
The simple pleasures that we take for granted
The circumstances in which they take us
We would love control
But we don't
The life we live
Is not ours – that's what we forgot
What's meant to be will be
For time and day
What's meant to be will be
This feeling I try to understand – everyday
What Do You Think?
I find myself
Thinking of you from time to time
Flash back memory
Wish I could erase it so I could get on with my life
Everytime I see a woman
A couple
Or someone like you
I am sent back in time
Thinking of the good and the bad
And it's all because of you
I have burned your letters
Your Valentine's card
Erased your photos from my PC
I no longer have in possession anything that reminds me of that 'part'
I was supposed to marry you
You were supposed to come back
Why the hell did you lead me?
Why couldn't you just tell me from the start?
I'm a fool for having fallen for you
I'm a fool now for still thinking of you
It didn't seem logical to try to commit suicide twice in a row
Now the thoughts of that idea still come and go
What do you think?
Thinking of you from time to time
Flash back memory
Wish I could erase it so I could get on with my life
Everytime I see a woman
A couple
Or someone like you
I am sent back in time
Thinking of the good and the bad
And it's all because of you
I have burned your letters
Your Valentine's card
Erased your photos from my PC
I no longer have in possession anything that reminds me of that 'part'
I was supposed to marry you
You were supposed to come back
Why the hell did you lead me?
Why couldn't you just tell me from the start?
I'm a fool for having fallen for you
I'm a fool now for still thinking of you
It didn't seem logical to try to commit suicide twice in a row
Now the thoughts of that idea still come and go
What do you think?
Tomorrow
Tomorrow, when the Sun comes up in the sky
Will you be able to wake up and not cry?
To the sound of the birds singing your name in the sky
Deliver her to me, dear God, please, before I die
Tomorrow, when the Moon rests on the sea
And when you go to sleep
Will you dream of me?
I wish you could, so you could see how much I am suffering, without you here next to me
Tomorrow, when you pass me by on the sidewalk
Will you turn, smile, and go
Or will you pay no attention to a stranger you have never known
I wonder if you think of me
Tomorrow, when I would be admitted into the bed
When all my tears have been shed
When all my hopes and fears have gone over into the land of the dead
Do you think by that time you would know me enough to visit me?
Tomorrow lies in my heart
A twinkle, a spark, a love-rose in the pot
I will always think of you
But will you ever think of me?
I will always have you in my heart
But will you deny me the passion to be in your life?
I will always think of the day when we would pass by each other, smile at each other, perhaps even sit down and talk to each other
But would you, ever think, of the same of me?
Tomorrow lies in my heart
The past is forgotten, it’s in the dark
The present I hold in my hands
The hope of meeting you, and to love you, and that you would understand
This is the truth, which I hold
The life within me
Will you be able to wake up and not cry?
To the sound of the birds singing your name in the sky
Deliver her to me, dear God, please, before I die
Tomorrow, when the Moon rests on the sea
And when you go to sleep
Will you dream of me?
I wish you could, so you could see how much I am suffering, without you here next to me
Tomorrow, when you pass me by on the sidewalk
Will you turn, smile, and go
Or will you pay no attention to a stranger you have never known
I wonder if you think of me
Tomorrow, when I would be admitted into the bed
When all my tears have been shed
When all my hopes and fears have gone over into the land of the dead
Do you think by that time you would know me enough to visit me?
Tomorrow lies in my heart
A twinkle, a spark, a love-rose in the pot
I will always think of you
But will you ever think of me?
I will always have you in my heart
But will you deny me the passion to be in your life?
I will always think of the day when we would pass by each other, smile at each other, perhaps even sit down and talk to each other
But would you, ever think, of the same of me?
Tomorrow lies in my heart
The past is forgotten, it’s in the dark
The present I hold in my hands
The hope of meeting you, and to love you, and that you would understand
This is the truth, which I hold
The life within me
The Minute I See You
For the beauty of life
For the beauty in you
For some sense of romance
And for the truth
I can’t sit around here
Just doing nothing
Just acting like some statue
Just living in the blues
One day I’ll be living with you
Somewhere, in your heart, you will have saved me from my solitude
‘Til then, I’m still looking for you
My white rose – this rain, blue
I’d give up my sadness
The minute I see you
For the beauty in you
For some sense of romance
And for the truth
I can’t sit around here
Just doing nothing
Just acting like some statue
Just living in the blues
One day I’ll be living with you
Somewhere, in your heart, you will have saved me from my solitude
‘Til then, I’m still looking for you
My white rose – this rain, blue
I’d give up my sadness
The minute I see you
The Change Within
The parents die
Children laugh and play
This is the life we live
And, at times, regret to this very day
Pandora's box opened
Chaos all over
I miss the greens
The cold weather and clover
Forgiven sins of our might
Man's greatest tragedy is not his body but his mind
The change within
The laughter we miss
The tears we cry
On our butter-fingered bliss
'Read a novel', 'write a poem', 'do something productive'
Is it me or are you a two-faced liar trying to send a false message?
But in the end
The tears I'll be crying will come from my heart
Because no one listens
To a rational person, or his mind, because, to them, he's dead – drained of blood
Children laugh and play
This is the life we live
And, at times, regret to this very day
Pandora's box opened
Chaos all over
I miss the greens
The cold weather and clover
Forgiven sins of our might
Man's greatest tragedy is not his body but his mind
The change within
The laughter we miss
The tears we cry
On our butter-fingered bliss
'Read a novel', 'write a poem', 'do something productive'
Is it me or are you a two-faced liar trying to send a false message?
But in the end
The tears I'll be crying will come from my heart
Because no one listens
To a rational person, or his mind, because, to them, he's dead – drained of blood
The Blind Man
A blind man walks in the street
A stick in his hand from hand to heel
Holds out his hand
Waving it for people to understand
That he needs their sympathy
Not money
Their heart
And not a few Dollars
A blind man walks in the street
Late at night
Tries to find a place
To rest his mind
He has nowhere to go
No chest to be protected by
No love to be given
No smile, even if he could see with his own two eyes
This blind man
Is now dead
But his soul still roams the streets
You can still hear him ask
'Wonderous world, who will love, protect, and not run from the face at hand?'
Do you hear him...?
A stick in his hand from hand to heel
Holds out his hand
Waving it for people to understand
That he needs their sympathy
Not money
Their heart
And not a few Dollars
A blind man walks in the street
Late at night
Tries to find a place
To rest his mind
He has nowhere to go
No chest to be protected by
No love to be given
No smile, even if he could see with his own two eyes
This blind man
Is now dead
But his soul still roams the streets
You can still hear him ask
'Wonderous world, who will love, protect, and not run from the face at hand?'
Do you hear him...?
The Angel That I Will Never See
Birds fly in the air
Fish in the sea
But an Angel like her
I will never meet
Is she a ribbon?
Is she the Blue sea?
Is she the wonder?
That will enlighten me to ease?
An Angel walks upon the Earth
Just for me
It’s the life
That I live in; that I breathe
Smile for me
Will you please?
I like to see you smile
It hurts me to see you sad, or unhappy
Would you?
Or would you not be the only one?
Could you be…
The only one
Fish in the sea
But an Angel like her
I will never meet
Is she a ribbon?
Is she the Blue sea?
Is she the wonder?
That will enlighten me to ease?
An Angel walks upon the Earth
Just for me
It’s the life
That I live in; that I breathe
Smile for me
Will you please?
I like to see you smile
It hurts me to see you sad, or unhappy
Would you?
Or would you not be the only one?
Could you be…
The only one
Take Me
Take my heart
Take my heart
And swift me away
Into the land of freedom
Come what may
Take my soul
Put me in your pocket
Dance me around
Like the music in your dreams
Take my hand
Take me all
Take my life, won't you
Without you - I would surely fall
Take me
Take me
Take me
Take me to the land of freedom
Where you heart beats
Where I can feel your passion
Where I can fulfill your every need
Take me to where you want to go
Take me there and I will always follow
Take me and never let go of my hand
Take me, don't lie to me, because the moment you do that - the bond between us, will be stroked upon, by the Angel of death
Take me to where you smile and not weep
Take me to where you plow your dreams
Take me to the land of fairytales and not sorrow
Take me but never let me go
Take ME
Take my heart
And swift me away
Into the land of freedom
Come what may
Take my soul
Put me in your pocket
Dance me around
Like the music in your dreams
Take my hand
Take me all
Take my life, won't you
Without you - I would surely fall
Take me
Take me
Take me
Take me to the land of freedom
Where you heart beats
Where I can feel your passion
Where I can fulfill your every need
Take me to where you want to go
Take me there and I will always follow
Take me and never let go of my hand
Take me, don't lie to me, because the moment you do that - the bond between us, will be stroked upon, by the Angel of death
Take me to where you smile and not weep
Take me to where you plow your dreams
Take me to the land of fairytales and not sorrow
Take me but never let me go
Take ME
S U P E R M A N
I'm no superman
I'm a human being
I try to struggle in this life
I try to be me
I'm always told to alive
To stay free
To live the time
But I can't – see?
I have my problems
I have a way of thinking
I have a way in life
I try to look danger in the eye, without blinking
But I'm no superman
Although I try to be
People call me Mr. Pessimistic
But that's just me
I'm no superman
Although I try to be
I try to live to everyone's expectations
But it's as if the nations have called for the beheading of me
I try to be
Who I'm not
I try to see
But I end up wrong
I'm not complaining
I'm telling a story
A story of me
A man with no vision, no future – I'm sorry
If you want a superman
You've come to the wrong man
I'm not that kind of a person
Although I try to be that kind of a man
I could go on like this
Telling you all this crap
But honestly, truly
Why would you want to understand?
My problems are mine
Mine to keep
Mine to drown in
My eyes, they weep
Even if I found a woman, just for me
Would she understand me?
Would she stay with me?
Would she – in time – betray me?
The heavens have once clashed upon my head
And destroyed my every nerve
They told my heart to beat
And to call it 'love'
But even then
I couldn't stand it
I tried to hold it within
But now my mind has banned it
Now that life for me
Is in a late age
It's time for me
To move on again
Maybe I'll stumble once again
Upon another beautiful woman who will understand
That in her eyes
I'll always try to be… a superman
I'm a human being
I try to struggle in this life
I try to be me
I'm always told to alive
To stay free
To live the time
But I can't – see?
I have my problems
I have a way of thinking
I have a way in life
I try to look danger in the eye, without blinking
But I'm no superman
Although I try to be
People call me Mr. Pessimistic
But that's just me
I'm no superman
Although I try to be
I try to live to everyone's expectations
But it's as if the nations have called for the beheading of me
I try to be
Who I'm not
I try to see
But I end up wrong
I'm not complaining
I'm telling a story
A story of me
A man with no vision, no future – I'm sorry
If you want a superman
You've come to the wrong man
I'm not that kind of a person
Although I try to be that kind of a man
I could go on like this
Telling you all this crap
But honestly, truly
Why would you want to understand?
My problems are mine
Mine to keep
Mine to drown in
My eyes, they weep
Even if I found a woman, just for me
Would she understand me?
Would she stay with me?
Would she – in time – betray me?
The heavens have once clashed upon my head
And destroyed my every nerve
They told my heart to beat
And to call it 'love'
But even then
I couldn't stand it
I tried to hold it within
But now my mind has banned it
Now that life for me
Is in a late age
It's time for me
To move on again
Maybe I'll stumble once again
Upon another beautiful woman who will understand
That in her eyes
I'll always try to be… a superman
Rose Between The Thorns
I wish I could talk to you more and more
To find out what you are thinking of and to spread you with warmth
I cannot tell a lie
How much I like you
This is my path of life
Would you lie to me, too?
The truth is in the eyes
The truth is in the heart
Burdens touch heart and soul
The never ending search for a rose between the thorns
To find out what you are thinking of and to spread you with warmth
I cannot tell a lie
How much I like you
This is my path of life
Would you lie to me, too?
The truth is in the eyes
The truth is in the heart
Burdens touch heart and soul
The never ending search for a rose between the thorns
Personally Speaking
Beyond the flower
The bed of the sea
The beating heart
That beats within me
I wish I could sleep
All I ever think of is you
I wish I could just dream
Of your image, of your love that would shine through
I cannot sleep the night
When you are not here
I cannot think in the daylight
I cannot eat, nor drink, not even smile a happy face
I wish you were here
Even though you broke my heart
Three years ago
I wish I could see you here
Hold you, or die in your arms
But it seems this thought will never let go
You're not the night to me anymore
You're not the sunshine that would shine on my face
You're more like a drug that I need to get off
You're the blistering memory that grinds in my head and makes it ache
Every kiss we ever had
Was a fake
Those two Valentine's we had
All you had wanted was your own way
Now I am here
All alone
Because of you
I am wondering
Fathoming
Pondering, that should I see you, should I shoot you or stab you, or strangle you 'til you choke out last breath in you?
Its too bad I can't post your pic
It would have been wonderful to show the world how beautiful THORNS can be
But I will resist
The time will come when I will find another love for me
Passion into dust
Fire into ash
This memory will never go
And no one will ever understand
HAPPY VALENTINE
The bed of the sea
The beating heart
That beats within me
I wish I could sleep
All I ever think of is you
I wish I could just dream
Of your image, of your love that would shine through
I cannot sleep the night
When you are not here
I cannot think in the daylight
I cannot eat, nor drink, not even smile a happy face
I wish you were here
Even though you broke my heart
Three years ago
I wish I could see you here
Hold you, or die in your arms
But it seems this thought will never let go
You're not the night to me anymore
You're not the sunshine that would shine on my face
You're more like a drug that I need to get off
You're the blistering memory that grinds in my head and makes it ache
Every kiss we ever had
Was a fake
Those two Valentine's we had
All you had wanted was your own way
Now I am here
All alone
Because of you
I am wondering
Fathoming
Pondering, that should I see you, should I shoot you or stab you, or strangle you 'til you choke out last breath in you?
Its too bad I can't post your pic
It would have been wonderful to show the world how beautiful THORNS can be
But I will resist
The time will come when I will find another love for me
Passion into dust
Fire into ash
This memory will never go
And no one will ever understand
HAPPY VALENTINE
My Reality
Life is life
A question left in the heart
Let the mind wonder about it
Let it try to break the ice, for a start
Apples on trees
Too red, too green
My reality is fixed
Upon one dream
One day
You'll pull through the fog
Like a rainbow in the rain
One day
I'll see
Your face
Would you be everything I wanted you to be?
Who knows?
Would you be the way I dreamed about you?
I don't think so
My heart
Is a flying bird
I am tired
I want to get a girl
This poem is intended for those who understand
Those who don't can just go away instead of trying to comprehend
My idea of love
Is first attraction
Develop a friendship
And you have mental satisfaction
Other things
Will come my way
How soon?
I don't know really when, to say
God, I miss being in love
A question left in the heart
Let the mind wonder about it
Let it try to break the ice, for a start
Apples on trees
Too red, too green
My reality is fixed
Upon one dream
One day
You'll pull through the fog
Like a rainbow in the rain
One day
I'll see
Your face
Would you be everything I wanted you to be?
Who knows?
Would you be the way I dreamed about you?
I don't think so
My heart
Is a flying bird
I am tired
I want to get a girl
This poem is intended for those who understand
Those who don't can just go away instead of trying to comprehend
My idea of love
Is first attraction
Develop a friendship
And you have mental satisfaction
Other things
Will come my way
How soon?
I don't know really when, to say
God, I miss being in love
Like A Wildchild
Like a wildchild in the summer haze
Smile upon me and embrace
Your laughter will turn my sadness into happiness and everyone will smile catch it through a phase
Second tulip in the row
The rose next to it will never grow
Unless you smile and let it go
Tomorrow is another day don't let your pain ever show
Rain will come one day
And black clouds will fill up the sky to make more rain
You'll stand outside and get soaked wet - but who cares anyway?
One day you'll go back on these memories one day
And say to yourself, I wish I could do these things again someday
But unfortunately God has taken it all away
Why? You ask? I wouldn't know. And right now, I wouldn't care anyway
But I will say this:
A smile is a smile is a kiss
Gentle and light on my cheek on my lips
A warm hug, an I LOVE YOU
I cherish the life that I will always have with you
My heart is yours
The scent of love is contagious when it’s your eyes I look into
Sun goes down, the Moon arises
But never will there ever be time without you with surprises
Smile upon me and embrace
Your laughter will turn my sadness into happiness and everyone will smile catch it through a phase
Second tulip in the row
The rose next to it will never grow
Unless you smile and let it go
Tomorrow is another day don't let your pain ever show
Rain will come one day
And black clouds will fill up the sky to make more rain
You'll stand outside and get soaked wet - but who cares anyway?
One day you'll go back on these memories one day
And say to yourself, I wish I could do these things again someday
But unfortunately God has taken it all away
Why? You ask? I wouldn't know. And right now, I wouldn't care anyway
But I will say this:
A smile is a smile is a kiss
Gentle and light on my cheek on my lips
A warm hug, an I LOVE YOU
I cherish the life that I will always have with you
My heart is yours
The scent of love is contagious when it’s your eyes I look into
Sun goes down, the Moon arises
But never will there ever be time without you with surprises
Kiss Me Before You Leave
Kiss me before you leave
Rub your hand in my hair
Wash away the gloom in that corner, that glare
Hum to me as if I were a child
Sing to me as if I were to die
Kiss me before I go to sleep
Read to me the story of Romeo and Juliet
Where lovers met because of their desire and created their own fate
Love me there and then
Where happiness is never-ending
Wisk me away with your hands
The softness you hold
The warm heart, the beautiful features, of oh so many, into one mix of you, they mould
Kiss me before I go sleep
Don't deny me of this passion, the sweetest of dreams
Rub your hand in my hair
Wash away the gloom in that corner, that glare
Hum to me as if I were a child
Sing to me as if I were to die
Kiss me before I go to sleep
Read to me the story of Romeo and Juliet
Where lovers met because of their desire and created their own fate
Love me there and then
Where happiness is never-ending
Wisk me away with your hands
The softness you hold
The warm heart, the beautiful features, of oh so many, into one mix of you, they mould
Kiss me before I go sleep
Don't deny me of this passion, the sweetest of dreams
Just A Dream, A Wish
It was dark
I could only make out an image of what could have been a figure
I saw the light that it was leading me to
I saw the face behind it, too
I saw your eyes and I was glued
I saw you and I knew that this must be a dream, because I haven't met you
I heard your voice and it was soft
I heard your voice as if a whisper
I heard your voice and I called it love, too soon to hinder
I heard you and I said to myself 'let me not wake up from my dream - ever'
I felt your hand on my face
I felt the warmth of love, which, I wish to embrace
I felt your smile through your hand as it passed on the summer love with all its grace
I felt you and I wished to God that I could feel it all over again
I woke up, suddenly, in my bed
A tear in my eye, a frown on my face, not a smile
I was in hospital tied up with many wires
Blood, agony, and a restless fever in my eyes
I only wish you were here to ease my suffering tonight
Let this Valentine's be new to me
Let the agony be gone and set me free
Let the wind fill me with the strength of your love beneath my feet
Let me stand so I can call out your name, let me see your face again, let me once again feel the love that I am deprived of, please
I love you - whoever you are
I wish you a happy Valentine's and much happiness - where-ever you are
I could only make out an image of what could have been a figure
I saw the light that it was leading me to
I saw the face behind it, too
I saw your eyes and I was glued
I saw you and I knew that this must be a dream, because I haven't met you
I heard your voice and it was soft
I heard your voice as if a whisper
I heard your voice and I called it love, too soon to hinder
I heard you and I said to myself 'let me not wake up from my dream - ever'
I felt your hand on my face
I felt the warmth of love, which, I wish to embrace
I felt your smile through your hand as it passed on the summer love with all its grace
I felt you and I wished to God that I could feel it all over again
I woke up, suddenly, in my bed
A tear in my eye, a frown on my face, not a smile
I was in hospital tied up with many wires
Blood, agony, and a restless fever in my eyes
I only wish you were here to ease my suffering tonight
Let this Valentine's be new to me
Let the agony be gone and set me free
Let the wind fill me with the strength of your love beneath my feet
Let me stand so I can call out your name, let me see your face again, let me once again feel the love that I am deprived of, please
I love you - whoever you are
I wish you a happy Valentine's and much happiness - where-ever you are
Isn't This What Your Heart Wanted All Along?
Isn't this what your heart wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted all along?
Isn't this the type of Devil you really are?
The one, who, wrecks hearts and homes?
Aren’t you the type to break a man's heart?
And send his tears through the tap?
Aren't you the type to distinguish that spark?
To have it your own way? To make him look like a baby without the decency of giving him the opportunity to understand?
Kill the messenger
Kill the hope
Kill the undying need
Of love in this soul
Kill me
Kill my heart
Kill my hope for a white flower
For a light in the dark
Hang me from a tower
For everyone to see
What the hope of finding love
Has done to me
Search my veins
Search my head
Search my hands
All you'll find are traces of a hope that is dead
Burn me
Burn me
Burn me and this lighting desire
Shoot me
I no longer want to live
With this loneliness that I live everyday, which I silently cry out
May God take my soul
Before I do it myself
May God forgive me
For thinking like this
Isn't this what you wanted all along?
Isn't this the type of Devil you really are?
The one, who, wrecks hearts and homes?
Aren’t you the type to break a man's heart?
And send his tears through the tap?
Aren't you the type to distinguish that spark?
To have it your own way? To make him look like a baby without the decency of giving him the opportunity to understand?
Kill the messenger
Kill the hope
Kill the undying need
Of love in this soul
Kill me
Kill my heart
Kill my hope for a white flower
For a light in the dark
Hang me from a tower
For everyone to see
What the hope of finding love
Has done to me
Search my veins
Search my head
Search my hands
All you'll find are traces of a hope that is dead
Burn me
Burn me
Burn me and this lighting desire
Shoot me
I no longer want to live
With this loneliness that I live everyday, which I silently cry out
May God take my soul
Before I do it myself
May God forgive me
For thinking like this
Happy Valentine's
Is it right for me to see your smile
And not be blessed by it?
Is it right for me to see you pass by there
In the most beautiful form, and not complement it?
Is it right that you should walk on and not know that I am there for you?
Is it right that I would see a red rose and could not give it to you?
Would it be right that you are somewhere so far
That I don't know where you are
That I cannot feel your compassion for the passionate person you are
And still live on with my life as it is?
Is it right that you love someone and you don't know who
That everyday passes by and you gain loneliness and solitude
And pass everyday as if there will be something else new
To happen, like the sight of having to see you?
Is it fair - ever - that you should pass out on the chance
That you should try to flirt with a woman in order to understand
Whether you're a pig, an ass, or purely gentleman
That she would love you for you are
Not because of your appearance and how skinny you are
Or because of the way you hum to every song
And how annoying it is not to get the attention you need while she is on the phone
My heart holds the love we need
My life is a root, water it with love - please?
And not be blessed by it?
Is it right for me to see you pass by there
In the most beautiful form, and not complement it?
Is it right that you should walk on and not know that I am there for you?
Is it right that I would see a red rose and could not give it to you?
Would it be right that you are somewhere so far
That I don't know where you are
That I cannot feel your compassion for the passionate person you are
And still live on with my life as it is?
Is it right that you love someone and you don't know who
That everyday passes by and you gain loneliness and solitude
And pass everyday as if there will be something else new
To happen, like the sight of having to see you?
Is it fair - ever - that you should pass out on the chance
That you should try to flirt with a woman in order to understand
Whether you're a pig, an ass, or purely gentleman
That she would love you for you are
Not because of your appearance and how skinny you are
Or because of the way you hum to every song
And how annoying it is not to get the attention you need while she is on the phone
My heart holds the love we need
My life is a root, water it with love - please?
In The Depths of My Soul
In the depths of my soul
In the relics of my goal
I know not what I should do
I know only that I must get up everytime I fall
I know that everytime my heart breaks that I must laugh not cry
I know that everytime I hold pain in my heart that I would crack and with that, my life would be gone
Life for me is a matter of chances
Like my dreams just a matter of glimpse
Glimpses of my past
Glimpses of my future
And the life I live in the present
Turn out to be my present
Turn out to help me in my future
Kill my past and let me live on
A flower will always be a flower
The weather will always change but I will endower
Sunshine will come out one day and I will laugh like a baby
When I see you, with that smile for me, which you won’t deny me
In the relics of my goal
I know not what I should do
I know only that I must get up everytime I fall
I know that everytime my heart breaks that I must laugh not cry
I know that everytime I hold pain in my heart that I would crack and with that, my life would be gone
Life for me is a matter of chances
Like my dreams just a matter of glimpse
Glimpses of my past
Glimpses of my future
And the life I live in the present
Turn out to be my present
Turn out to help me in my future
Kill my past and let me live on
A flower will always be a flower
The weather will always change but I will endower
Sunshine will come out one day and I will laugh like a baby
When I see you, with that smile for me, which you won’t deny me
When?
As the sun dawns over the mountains
Beyond my window
My eyes fight
To open up in front of the screen
I think of my life
I think of the moments that when
My life used to have
A meaning
I turn and gaze
I smile and smile again
I look at my mobile phone
I tip sip off a 7up can and not COKE
And I remind myself it'll all be over soon
When will I see you?
When will stop being alone?
When will the nights stop being so lonesome?
When will phone bills go through the roof once more?
When will I see you?
When will I turn away?
When will the thoughts that I have just turn away?
I have a TV
I have a digital receiver
I have a PC
A hard drive and a printer
I have two game consoles that I don't use
It's the same with my heart and my mind, technically, if only you knew
I have a mind
A wonderous mind
A hand-watch, actually five
What good is time if I can't have you in my life?
I have everything
And nothing
I have the world at my fingertips
But no one to share it with
This must be the reason that God made Eve for Adam
They call me Ghosty, you must be the Phantom
When will I see you?
When will you come my way?
When will you make me stop asking so many questions?
When will you just kiss me and say "it's ok"?
When?
When?
When?
Beyond my window
My eyes fight
To open up in front of the screen
I think of my life
I think of the moments that when
My life used to have
A meaning
I turn and gaze
I smile and smile again
I look at my mobile phone
I tip sip off a 7up can and not COKE
And I remind myself it'll all be over soon
When will I see you?
When will stop being alone?
When will the nights stop being so lonesome?
When will phone bills go through the roof once more?
When will I see you?
When will I turn away?
When will the thoughts that I have just turn away?
I have a TV
I have a digital receiver
I have a PC
A hard drive and a printer
I have two game consoles that I don't use
It's the same with my heart and my mind, technically, if only you knew
I have a mind
A wonderous mind
A hand-watch, actually five
What good is time if I can't have you in my life?
I have everything
And nothing
I have the world at my fingertips
But no one to share it with
This must be the reason that God made Eve for Adam
They call me Ghosty, you must be the Phantom
When will I see you?
When will you come my way?
When will you make me stop asking so many questions?
When will you just kiss me and say "it's ok"?
When?
When?
When?
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